25 things you might not know about me

Ummm so basically I'm a thief...I stole this from a friends blog, too!!  25 (how old I am) things you might not know about me.  Let's begin!!

25. When I was little (and still now, too actually) I wanted to me a hair stylist.  I dreamed of moving to LA, going to hair school there and doing celebrity hair!  Ahhh what a dream.  Well, at least I can live vicariously through on of my bffs who got to do that exact thing!!!!

24.  My life plan when I was younger was to go to college, get married when I was 26 and have kids when I was 27/28.  Well that turned out a little backwards didn't it?  Had a baby at 18, got married at 19, graduated college at 23, and had my second child at 24!  WHOO HOO!!!!

23.  For those of you who haven't read my descriptions on my blog, I'm Korean.  Not Chinese, Japanese, there are no dirty knees.  JUST KOREAN.

22.  I was adopted when I was 4 1/2 months old and lived in Hawaii until I was 2.  Lucky lady I am.

21.  I am secretly and have been since I was like 10-12 obsessed with Hanson.  Yes the music group that has easily been confused with a group of girls.  LOVE THEM.

20.  I don't nor will I ever speak "asian" so don't try speaking "asian" to me when I'm out.  It's annoying and rude.  This mostly goes out to the people under 15 and the over 60.

19.  I L.O.V.E Hello Kitty.  LOVE LOVE LOVE.  You name it, I probably have it....unless it costs over $100....then probably not.  Hair dryer?  Yes.  Sandwich maker?  Yes.  Jewelry, shirts, contact case, belly button ring, blankets, license plate frame, underwear....EVERYTHING.

18.  Dr. Pepper is my water.  Seriously.  I drink it like it's the only thing keeping me alive.  When I was pregnant I didn't drink it.....so I'm making up for lost time.

17.  When I was younger, black girls used to come up to me and feel my hair.  As a 5 year old it was quite frightening.  They were confused about why our hair looked the same, but felt different.

16.  I have a phobia of rashes or anything resembling a rash.  For example....you lay your leg on weird textured carpet, and you get up and look at your leg.  YUCK.  I will literally throw up.  The inside of a tomato as you cut it.  BARF.  I once had hives in May and wore pants and a long-sleeve shirt.  Enough said.

15.  I can't leave the house without make up on.  Doesn't matter if it's just my eyebrows (yes I fill them in), or just lipgloss.  It's just weird.

14.  I'm a superstar at Guitar Hero.  That's right.  Expert is right up my alley.  I might also add that I can totally kick Jimmy's butt in NBA Live 2010.

13.  I am an Apple NUT.  Not the fruit, but the company.  Apple Iphone, CHECK.  Apple computer CHECK.  Apple Macbook CHECK.  Apple Ipod 1st gen, nano, itouch, CHECK.  And yes I do have an Apple sticker on the back of my car thank you very much.

12.  Favorite show of all time.  F*R*I*E*N*D*S.  Favorite character Chandler.  I can tell you every episode, many lines, all characters, guest characters, pretty much everything.  And yes I do watch one episode at least once a day.

11.  My last meal in prison would be Stone Crab, filet, a giant Dr. Pepper and Tres Leches Cake.  MMMMMMMMMMMM.

10.  I'm left handed.....and so is Jimmy, Sydni, and both of my parents.  I am wondering if Liam will be, too.

9.  I am in a Ford family, so we ALL drive Fords!

8.  I was the captain of the cheerleading squad in high school.  For those who know me personally that totally fits right?

7.  My top 3 favorite movies of all time are The Notebook, Romeo and Juliet (Baz Luhrmann version), and Moulin Rouge.

6.  I'm a chronic Facebook checker.  I stalk, but in the best and nicest way.  Sounds creepy, but I swear it's not.  Okay, maybe I shouldn't have said that.  Too late.

5.  I sleep with my own blanket.  Wait, scratch that, my own comforter.  That's how selfish I am.  I won't share my blanket.

4.  I wish I had double lids, aka, regular caucasian eyelids.  Instead I have monolids.  Oh well.  I'll just live vicariously through my daughter....who has perfect beautiful eyes!!!!

3.  I have one tattoo.  It's on my lower back (yeah yeah tramp stamp) and it's a butterfly that I designed myself, which is secretly Jimmy's first two initials.  Clever huh?  Oh and I got it in high school.  Way to think long term.

2.  I wear contacts.  I have glasses, too but I hardly ever wear them because they give me a headache.  I've had glasses since I was in 2nd grade.  My vision is AWFUL.  Like -8.5 and -7.5 I think.  Yeah, I'm blind.

1.  I have 6 piercings.  2 in each ear (used to have 3 and 4 but they got infected, and my upper cartilage I just stopped wearing), my nose and my belly button.

I stole this from another blog.

Thanks Kodi! I took this from her blog and thought I'd do it, too.....one because I like things like this, and two because sometimes I get bored.

A. Age: 25.  I feel old.

B. Bed size: Queen.  I don't think our room would hold a King...but if it did we'd definitely have one!!  A California King!!!!  Even though Jimmy is way bigger than me (6'5"), I am the bigger bed hog, so a larger bed would be great.

C. Chore you dislike: Dishes!  Sponges FREAK.ME.OUT!  So.....Jimmy does them so I don't have to!!!!  Chore I dislike that I actually do?  Probably laundry.  

D. Dogs: Two.  Gracie: Basenji/German Shepherd mix.  Shadow: Rottweiler/German Shepherd Mix.  We are in the middle of figuring out what to do with them.....we have NO time for them and think they deserve better. :-(

E. Essential to start the day: Sleeping in.  Thank you Jimmy.

F. Favorite color: Pink!

G. Gold or silver: How about White Gold?

H. Height: 5′ 2 1/2"  Yes. The half is very important.

I. Instruments you play(ed): Piano since I was probably 8? Clarinet since I was in middle school.  I still play the piano though....ya know in my spare time.  I have a violin that I've yet to learn how to play....I just thought all asians should know how to play a stringed instrument right???

J. Job title: Cleaner/cook/nurse/therapist/.....wait, MOM!  Professionally if you want a Teacher, but I've yet to find a job in that category. 

K. Kids: Sydni Jade 6.  Liam James 4 1/2 months

L. Live for ______: Love, whatever your definition is, you interpret.

M. Most embarrassing moment: Just one?  Walking after school to subway before a football game in my cheerleading outfit with the girls....crossed the icy street, slipped.fell.traffic.laughing.embarrassed.

N. Nicknames: in High school, Heck, Heckster (goes with my maiden name).  Now, momma-zay (Syd makes up some weird stuff), Kimbo, Kim (Jimmy started that and it stuck....I think it's because when people can't remember my name they assume it's Kim....because apparently every asian person is named Kim.  Thanks stereotyping).

O. Overnight hospital stays: two children's births

P. Pet peeves: LIARS!  People who put their nose into business that isn't theirs.  People who can't talk.....it's not supposebbbbbbly......it's a D!!!!!!  And it's probably not prolly.  Please people, please.  

Q. Quote from a movie: Wow.  You should live in my house because there are probably 100000000000000000 movie quotes thrown around every day and used in conversation like it belongs.....so if you walk in on a conversation, you will more than likely feel LOST because it's not like, "dinner was so good...oh remember that line in the movie that was...." It's more like, "dinner was so good she was a ho- fooooooor sho!"  Yeah I know.  So how about this quote.....

"I will see you there,

or I will see you on another time.

  
That was very confusing.
I don't know if you're gonna come or not.

  
- No, I'll be there. I'll be there.
- All right, I'll see you then, buddy.

  
All right. Latrice on the manjay."

S. Siblings: Only Child!

T. Time you wake up: When Jimmy goes to work (8:30)...or on the days he's off or goes in late, whenever. LOVE HIM.

U. University attended: Lindenwood University, Bachelors in Early Childhood Education

V. Vegetables: Corn.  Broccoli.  Cauliflower.  Potatoes (yeah some say they don't count but whatev). Green beans, not frozen.

W. What makes you run late: I blame my children. :-)  But I am hardly ever late.

X. X-rays you’ve had: Teeth (dentist), chest (pneumonia), chest (lungs after liver biopsy).  I think that's it.

Y. Yummy food you make: Everything.  Modest, right?  Potato soup.  Chili.  Egg Salad.  Okay, everything.

Z. Zoo animal favorites: Tigers, Elephants, and the Orangutans.

Well that was fun!

Photos I never posted, but they're awesome!!!

Jimmy's friend is a photographer and he is awesome! He came over to our house when Liam was 5 weeks old and did pictures for us!! ENJOY!

           

   

      

          

     

Miss Sydni

So I feel like I should do a run-down of Sydni, too....like when I do a monthly update on Liam. Clearly I am far behind for Syd, but I'll just start now!!!

• Yesterday she turned 6 1/2. OMG.

• She is 4 ft tall. Yes that's right only 1 ft 2 inches away from being taller than her mother. Who wants to take a bet?? I say she's the same height, if not taller than me by the time she's 12.
• She wears a variety of sizes, she's so skinny and tall, yes I am jealous of her, so pants are 6/7. Shirts are 7/8 or M. She has such long torso, again jealous, so she needs those bigger sizes so it doesn't look like a belly shirt.
  
  
• She is so smart! Her teacher says her best subject is math. She can add 3 digit numbers together!!
• She can read! She was just starting to get into the pre-k parts of emergent reading with sounds, familiar sight words, etc. And by the end of pre-school she could read signs, short sentences....and now, she reads BOOKS! Real books with sentences that have more than 3 words!!! She is reading above grade level and I'm so happy!! I was so concerned about it for some reason. Her favorite thing to read lately is her first dictionary. She has me read pages of it so that she can learn more. Too funny!
• Her /r/ sound is sooooooooo much better. I only notice it with a few words every now and then, or when she starts talking realllllly fast.
  
  
• She's a great eater! Her favorite veggies are broccoli, cauliflower, raw carrots, and green beans. She HATES corn. I have no idea why. She loves meat! Any meat! We mostly eat beef because we get a cow at the fair every year but we also eat chicken a lot, too. Her favorite thing to eat of all time....ICE CREAM! She is an ice cream monster!!! She gets it from her daddy because I'm not a huge fan of dessert foods.
• Her favorite shows are Dinosaur Train (PBS), Sponge Bob, Phineas and Ferb, The Suite Life On Deck, Friends (yeah yeah I know, not the best for a 6 year old, but she's turned out just fine), and anything on Food Network!

• She still LOVES dinosaurs! It's funn y because any time we're out and she sees little boy clothes with dinosaurs on them, she insists that we get them for Liam!
  
  
• Some of her favorite things to do are play outside, help cook, watch tv (I know I know), have friends over or go to their houses, go out to eat (she thinks we should do this every night), play with Liam (pretty much anything related to Liam), go shopping, go to school (she loves it!!!), be creative (she's always drawing, creating, cutting, gluing)....she's a busy lady.
  
  
• She loves being active outside of school. She is in dance class for the first time and LOVES it. My little ballerina. She also plays indoor soccer. She reallllllllllllly loves that, and is so good at it, too!! She is taking swimming lessons this summer and playing soccer and doing dance again in the fall.
  
  
• She loves listening to music! Pretty much anything, too. Let's see, she loves some Aerosmith, Lady Gaga, Eve 6, Flyleaf, The Foo Fighters, Kings of Leon, The Veronicas, Julie the Band....seriously, a variety. And she knows ALL THE WORDS....and can tell you the song and who sings it 5 seconds after it starts.
• When she grows up she still wants to be a paleontologist. :-)
• Last but not least, she is the BEST big sister. I'm serious. Best. 1st Place. #1. Champion. She CHOOSES to help with everything. Obviously I don't force her to with a wooden spoon or anything. She can't wait until bath time every night because she LOVES helping me give Liam a bath. She likes to feed him. She likes to fasten his diapers :-) She's "in charge of him" in the car. She takes great pride in that. She'll say, "I got it mom!" "Don't worry, I binkie'd him!" "Oh my spit, up. Don't worry, I caught it with the bib!" Such a little mommy.

random thoughts about whatever

• First of all, holy tsunami. Seriously. What a horrible way to wake up (or frankly, not wake up) to waves literally floating your house down the road or worse, smashing it to bits and making it unrecognizable.
• Next on a totally different note....who doesn't love Scotty from American Idol?? I do!!!!!! Seriously, I'm obsessed. I like some of the other people, too this year, but hello Mr. Country Deep Voice Guy With A Half Smile Grin. K....enough said.
• Okay, so what other moms love the happiness of your baby when they poop a huge poop?? Liam seems so happy afterwards!! Sometimes he works hard at it and deserves the happiness it brings him!
• Now, what's up with all of these new movies being based off of children's stories or movies. i.e., Beauty and The Beast=Beastly. Really? Beastly? They couldn't think of a better title for this movie? And Vanessa Hudgens? Mary-Kate/or Ashley Olsen?? Next, Little Red Riding Hood=Red Riding Hood. Nice, very creative. It went from "child"scary, to oooohhh super scary there's a real wolf and no one knows who it is!!! SUSPENSE! I love Amanda Seyfried, but the concept of this movie blows.
• Who's ready for summer?! ME!!!!! I know that I will be taking this comment back whenever it's July and 247 degrees outside, but for now I will stick with SUMMER PLEASE!
• I seriously can't believe that Sydni will be 7 this year. 7!!! SEVEN! S-E-V-E-N!! It's not the same as 5 or 6....that's like, "Awww they are starting Kindergarten, how cute!" 7 is like, "yeah they are talking to friends on the phone all the time, they care about what label is on their clothes, and they are only 3 years away from being in the double digits!!" And she's a girl, so that attitude will intensify 100x......oh joy.
• And Liam! Well he's a whole other story. That kid is a giant! He's going to be bigger than me by the time he's 5!!! He's changing so fast! Before I know it, he'll be 7, too!
• Ummm. Can someone find me a teaching job in an area that doesn't blow? K, thanks. I could really use one. I still wish I would've gone to hair school. Seriously. Since I was 4 that's what I wanted to do. Not the best paying I suppose, but do what you love right? Anyways.

Well I think that was pretty random. Enjoy!

Liam is 4 months old!!

BIG LIAM!

-Liam weighs 18lbs 5oz!! Can you believe it? He is 26 3/4 inches long. He's HUGE! Syd at 4 months was 16lbs 8oz and 26 1/2 inches, so he still has her beat!

-He is still sleeping 10-12 hours a night! We're so lucky!!

-He's now obsessed with rolling over. OBSESSED. Everytime I lay him on the floor, his flips right over, and then flips back over...it's too funny!

- He is still eating 7 oz at each feeding, and cereal twice a day. We just incorporated apples into his diet today and he seemed to really like them! I didn't think he would be picky :-)

-He enjoys sitting in his bumbo seat.

-He coos a lot still and now has this weird scream thing he does. He doesn't do it because he's mad or anything, he just does it to hear his own voice I think!

-He laughs ALL the time! The silliest things make him giggle. When I say words funny or babble.

-He loves to play peek-a-boo. Everytime I say, "Peek-a=boo, I see you!" he responds with a coo or a laugh. He also likes to play patty-cake. His favorite part is when I pat his belly with his hands. He just laughs so hard!

-He tries to grab everything now. When we were in MN recently, he clinched onto a french fry and wouldn't let go! Jimmy had to break it in pieces to get it out of his hand!

-He's VERY oral...way more than Syd. He puts everything in his mouth.

He has favorite toys already. He loves his puppy (Leap Frog Scout). It's amazing! You can program it to say your child's name, favorite color and food, and you can select the songs it plays!! And he has a thumbie dinosaur Sydni got him when he was born and he snuggles that, too!!

-He naps now between 8:30-9:30am (he gets up between 6:30-7:30am) then sometimes (not very often) a short nap around 12-1pm and then about 45 minutes to an hour between 3:30-5pm and goes to sleep between 7 and 8:30pm.

-Bath time is either right before his night time bottle, or right after....depending on how persistent he's being about eating right after his late nap.

-He is still wearing some 12 month old clothes, more 12-18mo and even 18-24 month shirts! He is such a big guy!!!

-He wears a size 4 diaper. That seems HUGE.....but he's just a big guy!

-He's a finger chewer now, too. I think he's teething. It seems a little early, but you never know!

-He got 4 shots! He is so sad afterwards. He went to bed early. Thank goodness for tylenol!

My Life is Chaos, and sometimes I like it and sometimes I don't

So...got my blood test results back. Complete blood count (cbc) normal meaning that my platelet count- normal, red blood cell count- normal, white blood cell count- normal, hemoglobin- normal. Hep b bloodwork- normal, meaning hep dna- 42 (very low level, almost perfect), bili level- 1.0 (really good, but has never been bad before), alkaline phosphate- 52 (normal), ast- 27 (liver enzyme within normal range), alt- 38 (another liver enzyme within normal range, which wasn't in January). And thyroid bloodwork- normal. Tsh (The TSH test is often the test of choice for evaluating thyroid function and/or symptoms of hyper- or hypothyroidism. It is frequently ordered along with or preceding a T4 test)- Normal. T4 (a hormone produced by the thyroid gland)- Normal.

So, that's good that everything is normal. But bad, because that doesn't explain any of my pain in my side and back.

My ultrasound results were "unremarkable" in the good way. My gallbladder was normal, all of the ducts were normal, my pancreas was normal, liver was normal, no masses or spots on the images, my right kidney was great.

So I am going to my regular doctor tomorrow to get a mono test done....hopefully, and this is why.

My current symptoms:

- Fatigue (super bad)

- Headache

- Body aches, specifically left leg in the middle of my thigh on the back, my upper left arm

- Neck pain, pretty much goes from the top of my neck, down the left side, down across my shoulder and behind it all the way under and up my left armpit.

- A "full" looking neck, as my hepatologist said. Not like a rollie pollie neck, just full from the middle to the base.

- Throbbing, stabbing pain under (not below, so more like behind) my rib cage on the left side.

-Ribs feel bruised on the left side (bottom 3 ribs)

-Pain in ribs radiates to my back.

Okay, so sort of sounds like kidney stuff, but I've had an enlarged spleen before (spleen is located on your left side behind your rib cage) and it hurt SOOOOOO bad it made me fall asleep....like I had no other choice except screaming. This feels just the same. I've also had mono before and it made me SUPER tired.

Anyways, mono can cause your spleen to enlarge, thus I think this might be my problem. Your lymph nodes swell also, which could be why my neck hurts and it travels to my armpit, but there are lymph nodes there, too.

I'm also going to my ob to get my pap done. Yeah yeah maybe tmi, but I also want to go to make sure the lymph nodes in my armpits aren't related to my boobs somehow because they (my lymph nodes) got huge during the last weeks of pregnancy with Liam.

Wow, I sound like such a complainer and hypocondriac. Oh well. I might be complaining, but I think I have the right to, and I'm not a hypocondriac. I just want to FEEL BETTER!!

Yesterday I only held Liam like 3 times all day because my side hurt so bad in the morning and afternoon. :-( It made me so sad. I felt like I didn't help with him at all yesterday. And I know Jimmy is fully capable of doing all of it, but I wanted to contribute because it was weird not to since I take care of him by myself everyday because Jimmy is at work.

On a random note, Jimmy and I went to dinner last night by ourselves (my mom watched the kids). It was GREAT. We went to a place we love, Yai Yai's. DELICIOUS. We had Carpacchio, a trio dessert with Mango Raspberry Cheesecake, Chocolate Souffle, and an Apple Bread Pudding, and then I had Salmon with Lobster Ravioli, and he bad Vegetable and Seafood Lasagna. YUM. I was STUFFED. It was so weird eating out without Liam and Syd! I mean, we just got to eat without holding Liam of cutting up food for Syd, or taking her to the bathroom, or feeding Liam. It seems so simple, but it was great!

Okay. I think I'm done for the night. I'm SO TIRED.