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-I wish I could find a job. For the love of Pete. Seriously. I'm really really bitter about it. I feel like I wasted 4 years of my life working my ass off in college, while raising Sydni. And what do I have to show for it? Student loans!!! I was so desperate the other day that I called a Daycare center and asked how much pay was for a certified teacher. Wait- no more than $10 an hour. ARE YOU JOKING? I could've skipped school and made that much. What a joke.
-I am having super anxiety about getting my Praxis (teacher certification test) scores back. I had a dream that I was offered the same job twice (two different dreams, same job) because I passed my Early Childhood Special Education test. I've already taken it twice. I got a 560 and a 570. You need a 620 to pass. Pssh. I also took the Elementary Education one for the first time. I have no idea what I need to pass that. Makes me sick thinking about it.
-My daughter has been a lunatic. It's like she's already 17. A-tti-tude. Girl makes me crazy sometimes. She will do stuff on purpose, for ex. I said, "go put your shoes away in your room." She literally takes them to her room. That's it. She comes back and I ask her "did you put them away?" Her reply "uh yeah...I took them to my room." Me- "Did you put them in your shoe bin?" "um no, you didn't say I had to do that." OMG. Or how about this- Syd- "Can I play on the computer?" Me- "No not right now." Syd- walks over and grabs her iPad. Me- "What are you doing?" "Uh playing my iPad." *Eye roll* Me- "I just said you can't play the computer, which means you can't play your iPad either." Syd- "Well the computer is yours and that's why I asked. The iPad is mine so I don't need to ask you." Me- "Um, excuse me?? What did you say? I make the rules and I don't care if it's 'yours'." Syd- "I don't understand how you can tell me that I can't play it, and it's mine. That doesn't make any sense." Then she walks off toward her room. I say, "Where are you going?" She says, "To my room to get my ds." OOOMMMMMG!!!!
-I love my daughter.
-Liam is such a little walker right now. But he talks, nada. Worries me sometimes. Then again, he's only 10 1/2 months old. It isn't that late. Right?
-I've already bought Halloween candy. Jimmy has already started eating it.
-Selfishly I thought it would be nice to upgrade my wedding ring again. Yeah, again. A little over a year from the last time. I know. I need to shut up.
-I want to know what the iPhone 5 is going to look like and what it's going to have on it. Why? Because I'm an Apple Nerd.
-I want another baby when I look at little girl clothes....that's until I come home and have Liam being a crazy yelling and crawling up my legs, and Sydni being a snot and a half to me.
-I love my children.
-I want to get rid of my dogs so bad. Please someone take them and give them a good home.
-I miss playing the piano allllllllll the time. I want to play all day. Seriously. I want to be a pianist x12.
-I love Adele. Particularly Someone Like You. Sydni and I sing it really loud in my car.
-I love Sirius radio. I got mine renewed. Well, Jimmy did it for me.
-I want to go on a shopping rampage. Then I remember I want to move more. Save save save.
Okay. Rant and randomness over. Enjoy. Ha!