Random things

Wow.  So it's been a while since I've made a post that isn't related to Liam turning a certain month old.  So here we go.

-I want have to move.  Now.  Okay, not literally now, but very very soon.  Why?  Because I hate my house.  I want to live by people I don't know.  I hate my house.  I want to live by people I don't know.  Wait, did I already say that??  Oh yeah!  That's how bad I want to move!!


-I wish I could find a job.  For the love of Pete.  Seriously.  I'm really really bitter about it.  I feel like I wasted 4 years of my life working my ass off in college, while raising Sydni.  And what do I have to show for it?  Student loans!!!  I was so desperate the other day that I called a Daycare center and asked how much pay was for a certified teacher.  Wait- no more than $10 an hour.  ARE YOU JOKING?  I could've skipped school and made that much.  What a joke.


-I am having super anxiety about getting my Praxis (teacher certification test) scores back.  I had a dream that I was offered the same job twice (two different dreams, same job) because I passed my Early Childhood Special Education test.  I've already taken it twice.  I got a 560 and a 570.  You need a 620 to pass.  Pssh.  I also took the Elementary Education one for the first time.  I have no idea what I need to pass that.  Makes me sick thinking about it.


-My daughter has been a lunatic.  It's like she's already 17.  A-tti-tude.  Girl makes me crazy sometimes.  She will do stuff on purpose, for ex. I said, "go put your shoes away in your room."  She literally takes them to her room.  That's it.  She comes back and I ask her "did you put them away?"  Her reply "uh yeah...I took them to my room."  Me- "Did you put them in your shoe bin?" "um no, you didn't say I had to do that." OMG.  Or how about this- Syd- "Can I play on the computer?" Me- "No not right now." Syd- walks over and grabs her iPad.  Me- "What are you doing?" "Uh playing my iPad." *Eye roll* Me- "I just said you can't play the computer, which means you can't play your iPad either." Syd- "Well the computer is yours and that's why I asked.  The iPad is mine so I don't need to ask you." Me- "Um, excuse me??  What did you say?  I make the rules and I don't care if it's 'yours'." Syd- "I don't understand how you can tell me that I can't play it, and it's mine.  That doesn't make any sense." Then she walks off toward her room.  I say, "Where are you going?"  She says, "To my room to get my ds." OOOMMMMMG!!!!


-I love my daughter.


-Liam is such a little walker right now.  But he talks, nada.  Worries me sometimes.  Then again, he's only 10 1/2 months old.  It isn't that late.  Right?


-I've already bought Halloween candy.  Jimmy has already started eating it.


-Selfishly I thought it would be nice to upgrade my wedding ring again.  Yeah, again.  A little over a year from the last time.  I know.  I need to shut up.


-I want to know what the iPhone 5 is going to look like and what it's going to have on it.  Why?  Because I'm an Apple Nerd.


-I want another baby when I look at little girl clothes....that's until I come home and have Liam being a crazy yelling and crawling up my legs, and Sydni being a snot and a half to me.  


-I love my children.  


-I want to get rid of my dogs so bad.  Please someone take them and give them a good home.


-I miss playing the piano allllllllll the time.  I want to play all day.  Seriously.  I want to be a pianist x12.


-I love Adele.  Particularly Someone Like You.  Sydni and I sing it really loud in my car.  


-I love Sirius radio.  I got mine renewed.  Well, Jimmy did it for me.  


-I want to go on a shopping rampage.  Then I remember I want to move more.  Save save save.


Okay.  Rant and randomness over.  Enjoy.  Ha!